Most people focus on the big picture, not realizing that the big picture is compirsed of an almost infinite amount of small components. Pay Attention to small detail, and see if it wont make the big picture more clear and meaningful.
Monday, December 19, 2011
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Sunday, December 4, 2011
GrAd SkOoL
Its been a long time coming; 8 years to be exact. My educational journey has been more than just interesting. I have attended 3 different institutions of higher learning and have changed my major 3 different times in the process. I cant say that I regret any of the choices that I have made up to this point. I mean, i have made some pretty dumb decisions that have ultimately altered my life course; i regret none of them. My life is like a journey of education and enlightenment; as soon as i learn a lesson about my self and the cruel world i live in, another lesson is waiting for me. I currently find myself in an awkward position. Should i pursue the dual masters program, or should i pursue my doctorate? Both programs have their benefits and both are great roads to success and bliss but which path will make me happier? That is the point of life right? Pursuing Gods face and happiness? There is a lot to think about, and my time is running out.
I have a friend who sometimes i contact for help. Most of the time i think she hates me due to our past experiences, but overall i think she is a great person and i love her to death. She may be one of the few people on this earth that "GETS" me (side note, :-) i love how she plays with me). Our relationship reminds me of the young Simba and Nala, very playful and fun. I asked her, "woman, how did you decide to go to [unspecified]? was it hard? what did you think about?" her response was "I didn't think, i just did it, MAN". In many ways i am envious of her ability to Do. She was able to make her mind up on what she wanted and then pursued her goal. I love her for that.
One day i will look back on my educational choice, that i have yet to make, and i will be satisfied with the route that i took, until then i guess i will just sit back and enjoy the journey to enlightenment!!!
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
If It Kills Me
If It Kills Me"
Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away It would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishfulthinking You know nothing Wellyou and I Why, we go carrying on for hours on end We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend
[Chorus:] WellallI reallywannado isloveyou A kind much closer than friends use But I stillcan'tsayitafterallwe'vebeenthrough And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it killsme
How long, can I go on likethis, Wishing to kissyou, Before I rightly explode? ThisdoublelifeI lead isn'thealthy forme In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all
Cause maybe there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wrong
[Chorus]
If I should be so bold I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand I'd tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
All I reallywannado isloveyou A kind much closer than friends use But I stillcan'tsayitafterallwe'vebeenthrough And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it killsme If it killsme I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building I'll find a way to you if it kills me If it killsme It might killme
Technology
I love technology. I'm intrigued with it in every kind of way. I love reading the updates on new gadgets coming out, and occasionally I indulge myself with a treat every now and then. Although I love technology, I could never replace it with the warmth and companionship of human interaction. In my opinion, there is nothing better than an intelligent in depth conversation of any particular subject. I love the idea of new view points of the world; I enjoy learning new things. I often ask people to teach me something about them or about the things that interest them, but most of the time people look at me like I'm weird. I think in order to capture my heart and keep my attention, a girl will have to capture my mind and expand my psych.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Epic
I am the type of person that likes to count the cost from time to time. In retrospect, I begin to see a patern of the costly mistakes that i continue to make and the ghastly impact they have on my life.
I am currently in a situation where I feel like I'm "carrying" my "team". I feel that all my assets, hard work, and resources are being used as the catalyst for everyones success,despite my candid disapproval. How can a friendship or any other type of relationship work when it seems like a one way street? As the primary provider for resources and other essential details of life, why should I continue to expend myself beyond that which others expend for me? Truly a problem of epic proportion.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
PSA
PSA:
Don't allow the people you love and care so dearly for to leave the house hungry and thirsty....Give attention, supply their needs, show affection, give compassion.
Love is a two way street, to love is to voluntarily submit yourself into servitude for that person; to remain in eternal debt to that person.
When a person is wholly sated, there is no need to seek emotional, sexual, physical, or spiritual fulfillment.
Therefore submit yourself to the wants and needs of love and life...
Don't allow the people you love and care so dearly for to leave the house hungry and thirsty....Give attention, supply their needs, show affection, give compassion.
Love is a two way street, to love is to voluntarily submit yourself into servitude for that person; to remain in eternal debt to that person.
When a person is wholly sated, there is no need to seek emotional, sexual, physical, or spiritual fulfillment.
Therefore submit yourself to the wants and needs of love and life...
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Cookies Bday Dinner
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The lil Birdy
My little Birdy I love you dear, you mean the world to me.
Your feathers, and chirps and songs and perks make me so happy.
I clipped your wings to keep you near but you still flew away.
But in the distance I still hear you sing, you will be back someday.
Your feathers, and chirps and songs and perks make me so happy.
I clipped your wings to keep you near but you still flew away.
But in the distance I still hear you sing, you will be back someday.
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011
The Master Gardener.
God is the master gardener, he grooms and prepares us to be the apart of his perfect floral masterpiece. Some of us are beautiful flowers, and others are tasty fruits. Some of us are wonderful veggies, and others are prickly cacti.
God is the master gardener, and the Holy Spirit is the soil we grown in, as well as the water that feeds our soul. Christ is the sun that gives us the power to grow spiritually; without it we have no eternal hope. Nevertheless we are all apart of his beautiful masterpiece.
God is the master gardener. He prunes and plucks us into perfection. He cuts the things that need to be cut and he does it in our best interest. When God cuts it hurts; God only cuts those that have the potential to grow and become better in their spiritual makeup.
The holy spirit is the soil that surrounds us. He is the water that dwells in out inner most parts, he is the power that gives us the ability to do any and all things. Without the spirit we are powerless.
Christ is the sunshine that we follow, without it we cease to grow, we cease to harvest, we cease to live.
God is the master Gardener....
God is the master gardener, and the Holy Spirit is the soil we grown in, as well as the water that feeds our soul. Christ is the sun that gives us the power to grow spiritually; without it we have no eternal hope. Nevertheless we are all apart of his beautiful masterpiece.
God is the master gardener. He prunes and plucks us into perfection. He cuts the things that need to be cut and he does it in our best interest. When God cuts it hurts; God only cuts those that have the potential to grow and become better in their spiritual makeup.
The holy spirit is the soil that surrounds us. He is the water that dwells in out inner most parts, he is the power that gives us the ability to do any and all things. Without the spirit we are powerless.
Christ is the sunshine that we follow, without it we cease to grow, we cease to harvest, we cease to live.
God is the master Gardener....
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Just Some Thoughts
Because of you I'm able to dream big. I can do all things through him that strengthens me, but will do all things with you who completes me. Life without you would be a destinationless journey in which I wonder aroundaimlessly until my time runs out. My shoes were worn down to their souls and my legs had grown weary, until you came and replenished my hope for something better. They say it is better to have loved and lost then to have never of love at all. I say, it is best to love and grow old then to experience the pain of heart break ever. When you find something great, realize it before its to late, appreciate it everyday, and never let it get away.
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Sunday, January 9, 2011
Musique éternelle
My Juliet,
If there is a greater love, then I know not of it. My mind is tickled by the footsteps of the memories you leave behind; memories so divine. A kiss from the softest clouds on the most somber day could not compare to the the smiles that emit from your soul. I yearn to feel your soft hands caress my face as I pursue you into the secret of the night. The night that has captured our love and held it hostage in the most intimate way. My love is running over with desire, and my desire has transformed into passion. I dream of creating musical symphonys with your body; My hands the director and your body the orchestra. I cant help but kiss the nape of your soul. With every kiss I can taste the savor of a lifetime spent searching for this true love, in this true moment; our loves song. When our lips touch I can feel the drums beating harder and harder into the winds of eternity. With every chord hit we are drawn closer together. Can you hear the words whispered in your ear? "notre musique est toujours". At the conclusion of every measure your body begs for more. Our music climaxes with loud horns and melodic voices in harmony as we gasp for the priceless breath that feeds our spirits into their very existence. As we lay next to each other our moment has become eternity. As we lay next to each other our love has faded to a memory. My Juliet where art thou? My Ruth, where could you be....
If there is a greater love, then I know not of it. My mind is tickled by the footsteps of the memories you leave behind; memories so divine. A kiss from the softest clouds on the most somber day could not compare to the the smiles that emit from your soul. I yearn to feel your soft hands caress my face as I pursue you into the secret of the night. The night that has captured our love and held it hostage in the most intimate way. My love is running over with desire, and my desire has transformed into passion. I dream of creating musical symphonys with your body; My hands the director and your body the orchestra. I cant help but kiss the nape of your soul. With every kiss I can taste the savor of a lifetime spent searching for this true love, in this true moment; our loves song. When our lips touch I can feel the drums beating harder and harder into the winds of eternity. With every chord hit we are drawn closer together. Can you hear the words whispered in your ear? "notre musique est toujours". At the conclusion of every measure your body begs for more. Our music climaxes with loud horns and melodic voices in harmony as we gasp for the priceless breath that feeds our spirits into their very existence. As we lay next to each other our moment has become eternity. As we lay next to each other our love has faded to a memory. My Juliet where art thou? My Ruth, where could you be....
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