If It Kills Me

If It Kills Me"

Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away It would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishfulthinking You know nothing Wellyou and I Why, we go carrying on for hours on end We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend

[Chorus:] WellallI reallywannado isloveyou A kind much closer than friends use But I stillcan'tsayitafterallwe'vebeenthrough And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it killsme

How long, can I go on likethis, Wishing to kissyou, Before I rightly explode? ThisdoublelifeI lead isn'thealthy forme In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all

Cause maybe there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wrong

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If I should be so bold I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand I'd tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

All I reallywannado isloveyou A kind much closer than friends use But I stillcan'tsayitafterallwe'vebeenthrough And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it killsme If it killsme I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building I'll find a way to you if it kills me If it killsme It might killme

Technology

I love technology. I'm intrigued with it in every kind of way. I love reading the updates on new gadgets coming out, and occasionally I indulge myself with a treat every now and then. Although I love technology, I could never replace it with the warmth and companionship of human interaction. In my opinion, there is nothing better than an intelligent in depth conversation of any particular subject. I love the idea of new view points of the world; I enjoy learning new things. I often ask people to teach me something about them or about the things that interest them, but most of the time people look at me like I'm weird. I think in order to capture my heart and keep my attention, a girl will have to capture my mind and expand my psych.

Epic

I am the type of person that likes to count the cost from time to time. In retrospect, I begin to see a patern of the costly mistakes that i continue to make and the ghastly impact they have on my life.

I am currently in a situation where I feel like I'm "carrying" my "team". I feel that all my assets, hard work, and resources are being used as the catalyst for everyones success,despite my candid disapproval. How can a friendship or any other type of relationship work when it seems like a one way street? As the primary provider for resources and other essential details of life, why should I continue to expend myself beyond that which others expend for me? Truly a problem of epic proportion.

PSA

PSA:

Don't allow the people you love and care so dearly for to leave the house hungry and thirsty....Give attention, supply their needs, show affection, give compassion.

Love is a two way street, to love is to voluntarily submit yourself into servitude for that person; to remain in eternal debt to that person.

When a person is wholly sated, there is no need to seek emotional, sexual, physical, or spiritual fulfillment.

Therefore submit yourself to the wants and needs of love and life...

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Cookies Bday Dinner

I had so much fun at cookies bday dinner, even though everyone was late. Great food, great fun and great people.

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The lil Birdy

My little Birdy I love you dear, you mean the world to me.
Your feathers, and chirps and songs and perks make me so happy.
I clipped your wings to keep you near but you still flew away.
But in the distance I still hear you sing, you will be back someday.

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The Master Gardener.

God is the master gardener, he grooms and prepares us to be the apart of his perfect floral masterpiece. Some of us are beautiful flowers, and others are tasty fruits. Some of us are wonderful veggies, and others are prickly cacti.

God is the master gardener, and the Holy Spirit is the soil we grown in, as well as the water that feeds our soul. Christ is the sun that gives us the power to grow spiritually; without it we have no eternal hope. Nevertheless we are all apart of his beautiful masterpiece.

God is the master gardener. He prunes and plucks us into perfection. He cuts the things that need to be cut and he does it in our best interest. When God cuts it hurts; God only cuts those that have the potential to grow and become better in their spiritual makeup.

The holy spirit is the soil that surrounds us. He is the water that dwells in out inner most parts, he is the power that gives us the ability to do any and all things. Without the spirit we are powerless.

Christ is the sunshine that we follow, without it we cease to grow, we cease to harvest, we cease to live.

God is the master Gardener....

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